Parash God, my heart and soul weep and scream in anguish when I read that the people You chose does not believe that your WORD is from You!! God, I cry out to you in tears! You listen to me, yet they say you are not a Personal God, that You should listen to man and hear his cry and rescue him! I believe You have ALL Power ALL Sight ALL Knowledge ALL Presence and ALL Life Forever and ever- beyond the world without end!! God, my heart is blacker than a hole in the darkest shadow. My thoughts are not your thoughts. Yet your people believe man is good. Why then our Eternal separation from You in our natural state?!?!?! Why do we not still walk and talk with you in the cool of the day? How can I hope to save society When I cannot save myself from my enemies or my own mind of fear and depression? Only YOU are my light and my Mighty Power! Only THE PROVIDER can take care of my basic needs! Gsod Almighty, my life passes out of my body with every breath and heart beat. I LONG to come live with you. How can this world be all there is? Surely I will be in Your hand forever, as even now, and will be directly in Your Presence when not present here! God of ALL Knowledge, I would give ALL I am and have. Especially my life. To only have the people I love see that you ALONE ARE the God of Israel! LORD of Hosts, reveal yourself to the People after your own heart!! To the Lamb be ALL Glory and Power and Riches and Honor from now to the End of the world without end! So be it.